Joshua’d To Do List

Sorry mom. I don’t want to go to dad’s grave today because I need to get to my list.

Me: what list?

9 year old: My list of responsible things I need to do to be a good worker.

Me: Oh! That’s very responsible of you. What is on your list?

9 year old: Things like I did this morning that weren’t magic. You know, feeding the cat and unloading the dishwasher. I need to clean my room and do other things that will be helping you. I can dump your bucket of water for you. (The pool pump leaks and I have to dump a bucket every 2-3 hours) 💪

Me: I’m down with that! Let’s go home. 🥰

So babe, that’s why we’re not visiting your grave today. 📋

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Cause of Death

Babe! What the heck?! I picked up your Autopsy and Toxicology report yesterday. Cardiovascular disease?? Myocardial fibrosis?? Pulmonary edema??? How is that real? How does that equal this: How does this make sense? We get this report 👆saying your biological age is 11.7 years younger than your calendar age and then 10 days later you are gone?! The only time I ever heard you mention something about your heart was a week before you died ! We talked about the surprising blood results concerning your heart and I asked you if you felt any of it. You said: "No" with a mouthful of spinach. You admitted your heart hurt recently because we were fighting. "Being distant from you has been really hard on me." You said. "My heart hurt a lot." I thought you were being dramatic! 🙄🤯🥰. You said you were sure the next round of blood results in July would be better because we were better. The only red flag w...

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Hobi Notes

Hey Teach! Nice Pic! 🤓😍 Caroline dropped off the remainder of your personal belongings and your school photos at home today. These new piles of you were kind of rude to show up here full of your personality. Especially your Ironman bag. Ugh! Sent me to tears. I've seen you carry that bag in and out of this house so many times I almost expected to see you walk in the door. I haven't touched it. It's still sitting in the entry. Inside the box is a depiction of your brain: calculator, chargers, books, timers and ...a ball of yarn...??🙄. sounds about right! 😆 (Joshua loves your timers -removed before the pic- he is trying to race around the backyard before they go off, and Jadon loves the ...

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