Babe, Today I listened to this prayer on proverbs 23:7 "As a man thinks in his heart so is he." It introduced a new concept to called a "Thought life." It is defined as: "The invisible, internal world where your thoughts constantly move, shaping your mood, decisions, and relationships." I realized YOU are my thought life. You are ever present in my thoughts. Always with me and part of me like a shadow. No matter what I am doing you are on my heart. I carry you with me all day long. At first you were heavy to carry. I cried all the time because it hurt to feel you and not have you, but I am stronger now. I hold you without noticing the effort and fill your void with thoughts of us. I am not just me anymore. I am us. When I go about my day with the kids I am parenting for the both of us. It's you and me. When I am alone I am thinking about us. I love being in love with you. I...