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Mother's Day

​ It’s Mother’s Day and I’ve spent the ENTIRE day locked up in our room traveling down memory lane revisiting our family videos tonight.  I ended on this one because I wanted your voice in my head before I go to sleep. 🥰

Some days grief looks like tears  

Some days it looks like replaying videos just to feel close to you.

I could listen to your conversion story forever  

Please find me in my dreams tonight. 

(If you'd like to hear the full conversion story I was listening to I linked it below. 💗)



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