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Somewhere in Time kind of love

Babe,

I miss you tonight like Richard misses Elise McKenna. πŸ˜₯ πŸ’”

My all time favorite movie hits different with you gone.  You know I use to watch this movie at least weekly when I was in College. I loved their love story.   I need to get my hands on that Time Travel book  πŸ₯°

Come back to me…


Jace has been staying here for Thanksgiving break.  He used our shower and dressed to go out in a date. He left a trail of cologne behind him. It instantly brought me to tears. Our house hasn’t smelled like you for way too long. I forgot already, how good you smelled. I loved that you had self care routines. 

I loved that you wouldn’t put cologne on in my presence. I noticed that you’d wait till I’d walk out of the room or into the closest then you’d apply it. I never asked why, but I liked that you weren’t always an open book. You recently told me you would apply your deodorant to your chest because I loved the smell of it. It’s true, I think I loved it more than the cologne. I’ve always loved your deodorant smell. Especially when we’d go dancing in high school. Being close to your hot body almost did me in. πŸ₯° I was so attracted to your athleticism and muscles. 😘 your sweaty body was my favorite part of our dates. πŸ₯° 

So, I guess this is my PG version of saying I miss your body. I miss your aggressive flirt. I miss us. 😒πŸ₯°

πŸ’‹ 

Stay close this December πŸ’”

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