I always picked up?! 📞

I found myself in my voicemail folder this morning. I wondered if I had a voicemail from you that I saved?

Nope.

I wondered if I had a voicemail from you that was hanging out in the deleted folder.

Nope. (Well, there was one but it was a butt dial. No words I could understand.)

I did make you a priority, but really? I didn’t miss a single phone call from you to capture your voice calling out to me:

“BAABES!”

I’m sad about that.

But to your credit, you know I prefer text over phone calls anyway. I love our text thread full of Bitmoji love. 💕

I just wanted to hear your voice today.

😘

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Cause of Death

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