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1st Father's Day

Happy Father's Day Babe!!

For lunch, I served your homemade pasta sauce that you froze last year. 
It made me cry. 

We talked about trying to duplicate this and your enchilada sauce. It's something we love but no one bothered to watch you make it. I know is it takes you all day and the house smells amazing.  I'll never get that perfect kick. 😭 Fall Conference is when you make the enchiladas, Jarom wants to give it a try. 
I am so glad we had this in the freezer.  
Remember why you had to freeze it?

The day you were making it was the day we took Jadon to the Hospital for swallowing the magnets. We were there for 3 weeks so the sauce went straight to the freezer.
 Which oddly enough, is the exact day you died, one year later. 🤯


And we are finally enjoying it on our first Father's Day without you. 
February 27th is not a good day for us
 ðŸ’” 
Tonight, just before bed, Jadon poked a hornet's net on our bedroom patio and got stung by 3-4 of them. 😭
2-3 on his neck and shoulder
One on his chin.😖
I think he understands what I mean by: "The bee's will hurt you.  Don't touch."  
I tell him every day.
He recovered quickly.  He's so stinking cute even when he is sad. 
 He's going to need YOU to watch over him.  After his magnet issue, I started praying for angels to watch over him.  I'm glad it's you now. In fact, I pray for that very thing every night with him.  "Please have Daddy watch over me while he is in away from us in Heaven."  

I was talking about you with Jadon last week while we were watching the sprinklers.  I wanted to save this one for Father's Day.  I love that every time I blow a kiss he returns one to me.😆😘

 Today he did better repeating sentences.



Heaven was on on our mind today.

The red balloon 🎈 is from me 😘
I love you! 🤟
Stay close! 😘

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